Why Do I Bother?
When I wrote my last post, I was so optimistic. I had multiple guys lined up for dates and another who was a distance thing that seemed really promising. Now... yeah. Not so much. So M1 still wants a second date, but he doesn't know when. The Doctor and I are meeting for lunch this week, but we all know a relationship isn't in his cards right now. M2 never contacted me after essentially flaking on our date. My 6'4" Kansas Boy (I don't remember what I dubbed him) is still sorta in the cards, but again, not relationship material. The out of town guy seemed really promising. Lots of texting. Lots of pictures, the right kind of pictures. Frequently told me how beautiful I was. Often he'd text things that were putting the cart before the horse, but you can't say he wasn't coming after me hard. Until he wasn't. In the blink of an eye today it was "you should be dating other men, I like the competition" and finally "So let's do thi